

Instantaneous-Traumatic Stress
Instantaneous-Traumatic Stress
While putting together our Coming Home: Iraq Veterans show, I recorded a handful of stories. We were hoping to play them during the broadcast but, as is often the case, there wasn’t enough time.
One of the veterans I interviewed was Robert N. Gibeault, Jr. who served in Vietnam for 20 months straight. As soon as he landed on US soil the effects of nonstop combat were immediatly apparent.
Click to Listen to Robert N. Gibeault, Jr. (50 seconds)
Years later Gibeault was diagnosed and treated for post-traumatic stress. But when he saw the Trade Towers collapse on September 11th, 2001, he knew that he would never fully dodge the triggers that set off bouts of anxiety attacks, or nightmares, or sleepless nights.
Click to Listen to Robert N. Gibeault, Jr. (2:57 minutes MP3)
About an hour before we did this show Robert sent me the following email:
What I neglected to tell you was that a major portion of my post-traumatic stress disorder happened on the day I was wounded, February 5, 1968. I thought that I had accidentally killed some of the troops on the ground that day, so there was no POST in the traumatic stress. I knew the second it happened. It wasn’t until 30 years later, when I communicated with one of the soldiers who was on the ground, that I learned that I hadn’t killed anyone that day.
Here is a picture the ground troops took that day. I’m in that attack helicopter. In the background is an F-4 Phantom and in the foreground you can barely see the outline of a helmet.
Robert N. Gibeault, Jr. in an email to Open Source, March 12, 2007
The following is a poem I wrote a few years ago:
FLIGHT OVER AP CHO
For those of us both friend and foe
Who broke our teeth on the stone, Ap Cho
We stormed that ground
With determination bound
In murderous rage, we took the stage!
On that bloody stone,
Ap Cho
Who dares describe that crimson tide?
Words fill me with a sickening pallor
Heroic they say? Ain’t no damn way!
A survivor I am
Of that bloody stone,
Ap Cho
‘Twas Giants who fought and Giants who died
Curse him who dare replace them!
When heaven bursts wide and out flows the tide
Both friend and foe standing side by side
In unison they hail,
Make way!
Here comes a Brother who broke his teeth
On that bloody stone,
Ap Cho
Bob “Frenchy” Gibeault, March 22, 2003